I don’t know what it is. A sadness, really. Black and white? or just gray? I could handle the black and white, but I can’t handle the gray. The ups and downs, but not the middle. Is this just the darkness? The light…
And If I could only find out why. I could try and fix it. But I don’t know. Do any of us really? Do any of us really know what about the darkness makes the light seem unattainable? Or what about the light makes the dark seem perverse and foolish.
And who the fuck cares?
Nonsense. Complete Nonsense.
